Rick & Deanna 4~11~09 Life after the wedding...

[Deanna2112001]

I cant not believe its a month already! Over a month at that. Work has me so busy I still have not been able to unpack my wedding stuff. I get home 1l5 hrs late every day from work.. And I am also working Sundays.

Rick and I are going to go see Star trek tomorrow, it will be our first date as Husband and wife. Kinda makes me giggly.. lol

Lets see I cant get on hre as much as I like.. But We are looking into getting a house! I am excited and scared at the same time. I still have not changed my last name yet! oops:bbeek: It will have to wait till boat season is over. Cause they are killing me.

[f77g4]

Yay - I'm glad you started an after wedding journal.

Sorry to hear work is so busy - summer is my office's busiest time too and it kinda sucks but oh well...lol

I'd be giggly too for having your first date night as husband and wife.....have fun!

[PGDesigns]

Glad you started an after wedding journal! Sorry to hear that you've been slammed at work, but I hope you and Rick had a great time on your first married date! :)

[Deanna2112001]

Thanks, Yeah today was hell at work, and it was non stop even when I got home. I have been up since 6 am and finally got to sit down at 8:30.

A friend of mine wants me to help plan her wedding. I am sort of excited. I am supposed to email her some pics tonight. But what sucks is that nothing is updated, and I am to tired to update the website. I hope I can get to that this weekend.

I stumbled onto a blog today that said she suggested doing vinyl lettering monogram on your aisle runner. Hmm there's a thought.

Anyone try it. ?

[Mrs.Goff]

YaY, I'm glad you've started an after journal. :)

[Deanna2112001]

I thought once the weddings over with, I would not be having bad dreams. But I am. Its fear. Fear of getting pregnant. Fear of getting into a car accident. Fear of getting pregnant with triplets!

Whats the deal. When will these go away!!

I also found out I have to work Monday on Memorial day. :irked: But that's the nature of the beast. I work at a marina that sells online boat parts and accessories. Why would I expect nothing less than loads of overtime. :winktongue:

Lets see what else. Rick said we have not been spending enough time together. Hmm I know this.. I am busy at work. And this ( onewed/ checking my email) is relaxing. Hopefully he comes out of it.

[Mrs.Goff]

Gosh, with all the stress that you're under it's no wonder that you are having bad dreams. You're so overwhelmed that you don't have time during the day to think through your fears. I hope they go away soon.

It sux that you have to work Memorial day. Do you at least get double time for working on a holiday?

Here's hoping that you get some time to spend with Rick. I'm sure he just misses you.

[f77g4]

I definately think that the dreams are caused by all the stress you are under....I sure hope life gets a little less stressful for you soon so you can stop having the dreams and spend some quality time with that hubby of yours.

[gwenshack]

I'm sorry to hear about your bad dreams! :( Hopefully things will calm down and you'll be able to get a good night's sleep. *hugs* :)

[Deanna2112001]

I have been taking sleeping pills to get rest. Otherwise, I lay in bed thinking about bullsh*t. I mean.. we are ok on our bills. NO major issues here.. I think of work.. :( I think of weather to give this guy Ray at work a flipping 4th chance.. ( because he has a gf pregnant) And not talk to my boss about letting him go. He is seasonal. But man.... hes just don't have the same drive as the rest of the team. He leaves them hanging.. and I am the one who says.. Hey.. wtf man.. We come in as a team... we leave as a team. Yet still........... it don't sink in. I tell myself.. It's seasonal.. Deanna.. Seasonal.

I dunno.. I hope to not have to deal with him tomorrow.

[gwenshack]

I hope you are feeling better today. The work ethic of your co-worker is one of those things you really can't control - and if he has to be let go, seasonal or not, you did everything you could. You can lead a horse to water...right?

I wish you the sweetest dreams tonight. :)

[Deanna2112001]

I hope you are feeling better today. The work ethic of your co-worker is one of those things you really can't control - and if he has to be let go, seasonal or not, you did everything you could. You can lead a horse to water...right?

I wish you the sweetest dreams tonight. :)

You have no idea how much this helped me. I was very silent today. And everyone knew what my deal was. After lunch he tried to talk to me.. saying.. " I love you Deanna" In that cheesey way of saying.. Come on.... get over it.. It's the next day.

But I was not having it. I told my co worker.. I aint putting up with it. nor his immature attitude. Baby on the way or not..

I dont want to have to "mold" him, like I had to do my last new comer. It took us a yr to see things eye to eye.

Thanks, that makes me feel better. Makes me feel as if its not entirely me. yano.:o

[Deanna2112001]

I am in the mist of uploading my pics to shutterfly, and I am not happy with my ceremony pics. They are tinted orange I swear. And what sucks is that the only way to edit them is on photo bucket. But **** I am not uploading all 1200 pictures to that site! Sigh,...

So here is another edited one.. that I wont be able to share on shutterfly... :(http://i130.photobucket.com/albums/p261/Deanna2112002/DSC_5499-2-1.jpg

[gwenshack]

You have no idea how much this helped me. I was very silent today. And everyone knew what my deal was. After lunch he tried to talk to me.. saying.. " I love you Deanna" In that cheesey way of saying.. Come on.... get over it.. It's the next day.

But I was not having it. I told my co worker.. I aint putting up with it. nor his immature attitude. Baby on the way or not..

I dont want to have to "mold" him, like I had to do my last new comer. It took us a yr to see things eye to eye.

Thanks, that makes me feel better. Makes me feel as if its not entirely me. yano.:o

I'm so glad to hear that! :)

[Mrs.Goff]

Have you downloaded Shutterfly's editing program? It's free.

You're doing an amazing job editing your pictures.

[Deanna2112001]

Have you downloaded Shutterfly's editing program? It's free.

You're doing an amazing job editing your pictures.

No I didnt know they had one. Hmm I will look into that.

I did want to some on here and say Hi to everyone. I work on the holiday and I will habe to work again on Sunday... I dont have time for anything I swear.

We are wanting to move this Nov. So I am looking for a house right now. I also really need to get on the ball with doing my TTD session. I just dont have the energy anymore.

Upside to all this.. I am getting my car detailed this weekend. I am excited about it. Nice clean, just waxed, shampooed car. From top to bottom. Totally worth the 80 bucks that I am paying for it. I have heard it cost more to have a company do it. But I am having a co- workers Brother do it. He has all the equipment and stuff.

Rick and I are going out again tomorrow night with his boss from Reno. So this will be exciting.

Off to bed.... I miss ya guys

[gwenshack]

I'm so jealous - my car is SO dirty! :( It sat at the airport for nearly 3 weeks and the lot is directly under where the planes come in so when you get back to your car it's buried in a layer of filth! I haven't had time to get it cleaned yet but I'm hoping sometime this weekend or early next week I'm going to get that done.

Have you thought about what you want to do for your TTD? :)

[Deanna2112001]

Yano, I dont know.. I have tossed around the topics of a alley, downtown, a beech, an amusment park. Can you imagin going to Kings Island or Bush Gardens in a wedding dress? Not in 100 degree weather though. I dont mind country with barns and hay... There is so much I could do that its crazy.

I even like mud. lol.. I would be willing to put a lil mud on my face in hopes that she can make a ugly pic look Awesome. I would like to end it with water.

I aught to seek a video camera guy who wants to do it for free through craigslist. We ge the video and he gets the rights to it.

Any idea's?

[gwenshack]

Yano, I dont know.. I have tossed around the topics of a alley, downtown, a beech, an amusment park. Can you imagin going to Kings Island or Bush Gardens in a wedding dress? Not in 100 degree weather though. I dont mind country with barns and hay... There is so much I could do that its crazy.

I even like mud. lol.. I would be willing to put a lil mud on my face in hopes that she can make a ugly pic look Awesome. I would like to end it with water.

I aught to seek a video camera guy who wants to do it for free through craigslist. We ge the video and he gets the rights to it.

Any idea's?

Haha - the mud freaks me out! I don't think I could do it! I kind of like the barns and hay idea - I think that could be kind of interesting, especially if you got like a cowboy hat or something to play with. That would look kind of neat I think.

I think all the beach ones people have done have been great, but I bet you can come up with something more original. I really like the amusement park idea but I think that might be too hectic - too many people!

I always like the idea of playing in a park - swings, the slide, a teeter totter...:winktongue: There's mud there too...hahaha :)

[Deanna2112001]

I refused to work this past Sunday. Weekend was great! Nice to spend time with the family. I put in for my vacation Aug. 10th to the 15th. YAY :jphappy:

[gwenshack]

I refused to work this past Sunday. Weekend was great! Nice to spend time with the family. I put in for my vacation Aug. 10th to the 15th. YAY :jphappy:

YAY for VACATION! :) Are you heading somewhere or just hanging out close to home?

[Deanna2112001]

I think we might try to go somewhere. I am gonna look up places to go right now. lol

[Deanna2112001]

I swear I am so sick of working like this. I am totally drained. I have to fight with one particular guy at work, just to get him to move. My boss wont let him go because he is seasonal and well he does work good until it comes the end of the day.. and were busting ***.s to get things done.. Arg.. that's another story...

But anyways.. I have yet to really enjoy my marriage. I don't have any time to myself it feels like. I have yet to change my pic for my siggy, I still need to upload the rest of the wedding pics to our site.

We work non stop.. it feels like every weekend one of us is working..

And the only thing that is good out of this, is that Rick was told he was getting a promotion! YAY.. and .. sigh at the same time. Because the guy they are letting go, just bought a house :(

[f77g4]

Congrats on Rick's promotion - thats awesome for you guys though (although not so much for the other guy but I guess it is what it is).

Hopefully things can settle down for you a bit so you guys can enjoy your marriage and husband.

[Deanna2112001]

Girl, You have no idea how right you are on that one. I worked today. We went in early yet still left at the same time.

I contacted 3 different cleaning services to help with the house. I just cant keep up with work, kids, and the house. I dont eat like I should. I have lost weight because I am running all the time it feels like.

I feel embarrassed to even be emailing them. I wont let anyone in the house unless I know ahead of time that they are coming. So I can clean.

[f77g4]

Girl, You have no idea how right you are on that one. I worked today. We went in early yet still left at the same time.

I contacted 3 different cleaning services to help with the house. I just cant keep up with work, kids, and the house. I dont eat like I should. I have lost weight because I am running all the time it feels like.

I feel embarrassed to even be emailing them. I wont let anyone in the house unless I know ahead of time that they are coming. So I can clean.

Wow hun! Hey - we all need help some times and I don't see anything wrong with getting some help with the house cleaning - a lot of people do it.

Don't wear yourself so thin or you'll wind up sick!

[gwenshack]

Wow hun! Hey - we all need help some times and I don't see anything wrong with getting some help with the house cleaning - a lot of people do it.

Don't wear yourself so thin or you'll wind up sick!

Amen to that. I'm thinking about you Deanna! :)

Sometimes life can get super overwhelming - at least you know that you're hitting the wall and are willing to ask for some help! :chimp:

[Deanna2112001]

I have not been here in a while.. Work is so stinking busy. I have been working from 7:30am to 6 pm or later every day for the last 2 weeks.

Well after working on Friday a couple of the guys from work and I went out for a beer. NO biggie.. I told dh. And on my way home I make a left turn where I was supposed to turn right. ( I was being lazy and didnt want to go all the way down to the other end to turn)

There come a cop right as I did my illegal turn! :bbeek: I knew I was busted.. And of course scared.. He asked if I had been drinking.. I said yes :(

DUI

Car impounded..

Court Wed. at 8 am.

^&^&$%^ Was how I was feeling.. because I was not that buzzed. SIGH.............. Lesson learned..

So what have you all been up too?:o

[gwenshack]

Oh I'm so sorry! :( I hope it all turns out ok!

[f77g4]

Oh no Deanna!! That sucks! I hope court goes well on Wednesday - good luck!

[Deanna2112001]

Thanks Girls... Me too.. My attorney is on it already So that's a relief!!

[f77g4]

Well I will definately be thinking of you Wednesday!! :)

How did Rick take the news?

[Deanna2112001]

Not happy at all. he was more upset that I did an illegal left turn than getting a DUI. lol


I cant wait to not be working on the weekend. Love the money.... Have the "no life" That I have during the months of April to Aug.

[gwenshack]

This stuff happens, as much as we all know better. It'll all be ok, as much as it sucks right now! Maybe the judge will go easy on you...
Many happy thoughts being thrown your way!

[MrsDM]

Wow, so I was just catching up on everything that is going on with you! That really stinks about the DUI! I hope that everything works out!

[Deanna2112001]

Wow, so I was just catching up on everything that is going on with you! That really stinks about the DUI! I hope that everything works out!

Well I got a continuance. But now I am trying to get my car out of the impound.

This sucks.. But the bright side is that my attorney says he can get me back to driving with in 15 days.. Keep your fingers crossed.

[Deanna2112001]

I picked up my car from the towing place. I missed her. I'm excited to have it out. Cost me 250 to get her. But oh well... that's what I get. :(

[EarlyBird]

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh deanna !!!!!!!!!!!!

jeezsh girl. hoping rick was not too upset and it didnt cause any lingering fights...

hoping everything gets better

[Deanna2112001]

He was a lil upset but more disappointed. But man.. I have been working my azz off at work.. Working Sundays.. too.. I was fine to drive.. I was just too honest. The officer even said.. had I not said anything about having a drink. He would of never known. But because I said yes.. he had to test me.

[Deanna2112001]

I went out with a gf the other night.. came home at i dunno.. 2am. Ricks upset.. but I am like.. you knew I was going over there.. ( he didnt know how long) I didnt drink like I promised. But she did want to go to a bar.. I took her and was the DD.

He was very mad at me..

After work I came home from work the next day.. We had a talk.. and he feels were distant, and our communication is off.

Well it is... Ever since that guy at work got fired I have had to double my time at work it feels like. I work 60 to 65 hrs a week. And honestly its taking its toll on me. When I coe home some days I dont even wanna talk. I dont wanna cook.. I want a beer.. thats pretty much it.. Do I have alot.. no.. I might have 4 if I am stressed out from working.

[gwenshack]

I went out with a gf the other night.. came home at i dunno.. 2am. Ricks upset.. but I am like.. you knew I was going over there.. ( he didnt know how long) I didnt drink like I promised. But she did want to go to a bar.. I took her and was the DD.

He was very mad at me..

After work I came home from work the next day.. We had a talk.. and he feels were distant, and our communication is off.

Well it is... Ever since that guy at work got fired I have had to double my time at work it feels like. I work 60 to 65 hrs a week. And honestly its taking its toll on me. When I coe home some days I dont even wanna talk. I dont wanna cook.. I want a beer.. thats pretty much it.. Do I have alot.. no.. I might have 4 if I am stressed out from working.

I'm sorry things are off right now. :( Stress can definitely take its toll on our relationships.
Was he upset because you came home late or because you two went to a bar?
I guess the DUI must have thrown things out of whack...?

[Deanna2112001]

Because I was with a gf that he don't like.

[gwenshack]

Because I was with a gf that he don't like.

Ahhh...gotcha...:winktongue:

[f77g4]

Sorry to hear Deanna! Hope things start looking up for ya's!

[Deanna2112001]

thanks.......

[f77g4]

How are things today???

[Deanna2112001]

How are things today???


Well I went over to belibdas house today to see how she was feeling. And I sort of just told dh that I was going to the gas station to pic of a pack of cigarettes. I was gone longer than 10 min.. But less than 40. As I came home I seen that he passed me..

Im like.. wtf.. this is crazy...

We came home and talked it out.. First he wanted to give me an ultimatum. Her or him. I said he was crazy.. and he needed to calm down first.

10 min later he is playing sword fights with our 3 yr old.. acting as if nothing happened.


I dunno what to do about this. Its not like I have that many friends here.

sigh

[f77g4]

Well I went over to belibdas house today to see how she was feeling. And I sort of just told dh that I was going to the gas station to pic of a pack of cigarettes. I was gone longer than 10 min.. But less than 40. As I came home I seen that he passed me..

Im like.. wtf.. this is crazy...

We came home and talked it out.. First he wanted to give me an ultimatum. Her or him. I said he was crazy.. and he needed to calm down first.

10 min later he is playing sword fights with our 3 yr old.. acting as if nothing happened.


I dunno what to do about this. Its not like I have that many friends here.

sigh


Oh hun! I'm so sorry to hear. I really hope things can get straightened out for you guys. I mean you're newlyweds and should be enjoying the honeymoon phase! You'll be in my thoughts!

[Deanna2112001]

Oh hun! I'm so sorry to hear. I really hope things can get straightened out for you guys. I mean you're newlyweds and should be enjoying the honeymoon phase! You'll be in my thoughts!

Yano I thought that too. But with both of us working so many hrs.. its draining the life out of us. We go on vacation in Aug. Its well needed and long over due.:)

[f77g4]

Yano I thought that too. But with both of us working so many hrs.. its draining the life out of us. We go on vacation in Aug. Its well needed and long over due.:)

I hear ya! Long hours can definately put a strain on a relationship. We've been having some issues too because of his shift work and me and my studying.

It will all work out! I'm sure.

I hope you guys have something wonderful planned for your vacation!

[Deanna2112001]

I hear ya! Long hours can definately put a strain on a relationship. We've been having some issues too because of his shift work and me and my studying.

It will all work out! I'm sure.

I hope you guys have something wonderful planned for your vacation!


We have a family reunion and going to the lake house in TN. for the week. Cant wait..!!

[f77g4]

We have a family reunion and going to the lake house in TN. for the week. Cant wait..!!


Sounds like it will be a blast!

[MrsDM]

Oh girl, I'm sorry things are so cr@ppy lately. I hope everything starts to look up. I can kinda relate to Rick's deal with the gf that he doesn't like. All of my friends are single, so if I want to go out, FH gets on the defense because I'm in a "single" girls scene (in certain environments, of course). So I can kinda see the struggle you are having too. You work your butt off and just want to have some fun!

I for one can tell ya August is right around the corner and so is your vaca! Hang in there!

:hug:

[Deanna2112001]

So................. As some of you remember I had a co worker that I was having issues with. He and I never got along. He ended up 2 months ago or close to it. Got himself fired. *Remember that guy?*

Why... Because the dumb *** went to the Urgent care and used a excuse that his neck hurt. So he could get pain pills to sell!!! :bbeek:

I knew of this.. but never said anything to my boss. Because it was hearsay.. yano. Anyways.. 2 weeks ago he ( Ray) added a co worker on his myspace. Friday I was not at work. .I had asked for the day off. I have been working non stop it felt like. So I asked.. for just one day off


WELLLL............ Apparently on Friday my boss gets a call from "someone" Telling him that I have been drinking with another co worker during lunch.

Now.. One.. I work with all men... Two. Derik and I go to lunch at the same time. Only natural that he and I would have lunch together sometimes.
Have we had a beer with lunch?. Yes... I mean.. sh*t. work sucks.. we work 6 days a week.. wtf man.. no biggie... I am thinking.. Right..

NOT... Well Rick gets a message via myspace.. From Ray... Saying I am sleeping with Derik. And when asked to show proof.. all he can say. is that it was hearsay... that he dont have Deriks phone # etc... That my co workers said all this bs. I go to the source ( only 2 other guys I work with)... and ask them.. " Did you tell Ray I slept with Derik"?
They have not even heard from Ray in like 3 weeks!!!!! That tim said ray added him on myspace.. But that was it.

Im telling ya what.. I was 12 shades of pissed!!!!!!!!!!! I had to fu#$king calm myself down before I could go back to sleep. Whats worse.. is that you all know that Rick and I have not even had a chance to be husband and wife!!!!!!! God I was sooo pissed earlier!!!!


Right now.. Ricks hurt.. and I can understand that. But this ray kid.. is one of a kind. I have never met a more drama guy in my life. When I first met him.. he told me about how he never made it past 8th grade.. Because his Mother was into drugs and left him at the age of 12. But that was besides the point.. I gave him a chance to be a team player.. and he always thought of himself.. leaving early... excuses after excuses..

Sigh.. I am over it.. ricks getting over it.. Trying too...

What sucks is that you should of of seen his face.. he was spaced out.. totally lost.. Nothing I said helped. Were not this type of Drama family.. Never had we had issues like this.. I am getting blamed for Ray losing his Job.. When it was himself that lost it. Not me complaining to my boss about what Ray's NOT doing.. etc..

[f77g4]

Ugh sorry to hear Deanna that things continue to happen between you guys or should I say stuff keeps causing issues between you guys.

Some people just want drama 24/7.

I hope things calm down and work out for you and Rick! I hope that he trusts you to know the truth.

[gwenshack]

Wow. What the hell is wrong with people? Why would someone do that to you? That's grossly unfair. :irked:

I'm sure Rick knows that is ludicrous. But it's super hard to hear lies being said about you!

Hope things look up Deanna!

[Deanna2112001]

Wow. What the hell is wrong with people? Why would someone do that to you? That's grossly unfair. :irked:

I'm sure Rick knows that is ludicrous. But it's super hard to hear lies being said about you!

Hope things look up Deanna! I soo agree.. Part of me was so mad.. I could not even break a tear until I was alone.

I know he has this computer rigged to key log everything.. he says he didnt.. But we will see.. I mean.. I understand..

I tested something.. I hope he asks me whats up.

The whole thing I have is that.. I have spent the last 5 years telling and explaing to this man.. how much I love him. And as soon as I get busy at work.. and this mofo..ray..Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I want to kill this guy!

[f77g4]

I soo agree.. Part of me was so mad.. I could not even break a tear until I was alone.

I know he has this computer rigged to key log everything.. he says he didnt.. But we will see.. I mean.. I understand..

I tested something.. I hope he asks me whats up.

The whole thing I have is that.. I have spent the last 5 years telling and explaing to this man.. how much I love him. And as soon as I get busy at work.. and this mofo..ray..Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I want to kill this guy!

Rick rigged the computer to log everything you do? Deanna that doesn't sound very good hun IMO as he should be trusting you.

I so hope you guys can work things out.

[Deanna2112001]

Rick rigged the computer to log everything you do? Deanna that doesn't sound very good hun IMO as he should be trusting you.

I so hope you guys can work things out.


No he didn't. I just thought he did. Things are better here. He does not believe that I am sleeping with my co worker. And he is annoied with ray. But cant do anything because he said he will go to jail if he see's him.

[f77g4]

No he didn't. I just thought he did. Things are better here. He does not believe that I am sleeping with my co worker. And he is annoied with ray. But cant do anything because he said he will go to jail if he see's him.


Glad to hear that things are going better!! :)

[FFC]

Dang Deanna... that's a bunch of unnecessary BS. WTF is up with that guy Ray? Maybe he's trying to get back at you for him getting fired - or maybe he just enjoys f&<king up people's lives. You and Rick don't deserve this. Good luck!

[Deanna2112001]

Dang Deanna... that's a bunch of unnecessary BS. WTF is up with that guy Ray? Maybe he's trying to get back at you for him getting fired - or maybe he just enjoys f&<king up people's lives. You and Rick don't deserve this. Good luck!

Tell me about it. :irked:

[Deanna2112001]

SO I am just in tears here...

Rick and I have been arguing.. he not trusting me hurts..

And then he comes home with flowers on Sat. Made my day. Today after work he dedicated this song to me. I just bawled.

here is the u tube version of it. Don't mind the Ross and Rachel scenes But still it made me cry.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pV_Dl4EUUNU&feature=related

[FFC]

Deanna, I'm sorry that you've been hurting so. It's great that Rick dedicated that song to you! He wouldn't do it if he didn't mean it. I know the song by heart, and I've still got tears in my eyes as I listen to it, knowing what you've told us about your situation right now.

I hope yours and Rick's relationship somehow grows from the happenings of late. :hug:

[gwenshack]

Deanna, I'm so sorry about the ups and downs. :( But I'm really happy that the ups are winning out. :) I'm so glad to hear about all the sweet gestures!

[Deanna2112001]

Thank you! Yeah we are ok. Were going to be fine. I just hate to see him sad and I hate it that he questions my every move. I used to say.. oh baby how cute, you lovers me.. lol But now after this Ray thing happened. Tried to explain and understand where he is coming from. But some of the things he has done and looked into.. makes me feel like I am not trusted. Pisses me off.

We will be fine.

[f77g4]

What a beautiful song Deanna!!!!

Wishing you both happier times ahead! And hey - it's almost August so your vacation will be here soon!

Best wishes hun!

[Deanna2112001]

What a beautiful song Deanna!!!!

Wishing you both happier times ahead! And hey - it's almost August so your vacation will be here soon!

Best wishes hun!


Thank you! Girl, you know we need this vacation like we need air. lol. it's that essential.

[EarlyBird]

Deanna, I am so sorry about this. Im reading your journal for the first time. I understand where rick is coming from. If i were approached with it, i would question mike too- Thats just my honest opinion there..
Overall rick knows you love him though and if you didnt do anything (obviously you did not!!!) then thats what matters, and rick sees it too.

xoxoxobiiiiig hugs from me to you!!

[MrsDM]

Hey Deanna! You haven't posted in here in a while, just seeing how you were and how things are going!

[FFC]

Good call Jeanne! I was just wondering where she went off to..... Oh Deaaannnnnnaaaa!!!!

[f77g4]

They were going on vacation in August so she may be away!

[FFC]

They were going on vacation in August so she may be away!

Oh sweet! Let's hope they're on vacation then :)

[Deanna2112001]

i missed u onewed!

What a week I had.. !! It was cool until I got home and went back to work again. First, we went to my family reunion, I drank so much.. yet didnt get totally drunk. I just kept eating sooo much that I gained 5 lbs after this vacation. Then we came home on sat. and stayed at the pool every day.. lol.. I am so dark.. I compare myself to toasted coconut.lol

However.. .when vacation was over.. All this week has been fine.. Except for today. I am pmsing.. needed to get away.. I needed a moment. And the tought of me needing a moment .. made him think.. I didnt want to be at home with my family..

Umm hello... im a total ***** right now.. He dont deserve it.. We had a long talk.. about me and the fact that I dont let work stay at work..

I try.. but its supposed to be slowing down.. and its not..

sigh.. hopefully he feels better tomorrow.

[f77g4]

Sorry to hear Deanna!!!

Glad you had a good vacation though!

[Deanna2112001]

Its fine. Were getting along ok. Things are slowly going back to normal. Football should start here soon. That's when we really get to hang out.

[FFC]

Its fine. Were getting along ok. Things are slowly going back to normal. Football should start here soon. That's when we really get to hang out.

Well, at least you two have your "thing" where you get some "us" time with each other. Let's gooooo football :)

[Deanna2112001]

I am going through the wedding stuff FINALLY to sell it. It seems to be a slow process! :(

[FFC]

I am going through the wedding stuff FINALLY to sell it. It seems to be a slow process! :(

I feel ya sister.. it took me a long time to do that too.

[MrsDM]

Glad you had a good vacaction! I hope things at work are starting to slow down soon for you guys!

[EarlyBird]

yay for vaca!! i know you needed it. Im hoping slowly things with you and rick get back to how it was.. seems like when it rains it pours, with work etc etc but it will get better ;)
any pics from the vaca?
xo

[MrsDM]

Hey hun! Haven't seen you on here in awhile, just seeing how you are are how things are going! Check in when you can!!

[Deanna2112001]

Im good.. I just have been busy with work..and selling stuff on craigslist. How have you been?

[FFC]

Good to see you back Deanna - I'm glad to hear you're doing well.

[Deanna2112001]

Yah man its been crazy.. we put in this new system at work.. I was told I am gonna be moving up to management soon.

How have you been FFC. ?

[FFC]

Yah man its been crazy.. we put in this new system at work.. I was told I am gonna be moving up to management soon.

How have you been FFC. ?

Oh sweet! I hope you get to move up (if that's what you want) soon!

Been very busy, but doing great! We're TTC unsuccessfully so far, but at least it's fun trying :)

I hate getting new systems at work. We've tried so many Beta programs at my work that I just wanna stick with the Unix BS programs we've been using since the early 90's because it works better than all the ones we waste time on testing.

[MrsDM]

Im good.. I just have been busy with work..and selling stuff on craigslist. How have you been?

We miss ya around here!

I've been good! Enjoying married life and no wedding planning!! We got a puppy a couple of weeks ago so that has been our focus for the most part!