Friggin' Hormones

[Blusher]

For some reason I can't get enough of heartbreaking songs...songs abour breaking up and lost love and that sort of thing. Its not good because all I want is to have my heart broken now so I can relate. Last night I had a dream about DH leaving me and me having to raise these babies on my own and trying to find someone who would love all of us. DH would never leave and I don't want him to...but i just can't get these thoughts out of my head and its so annoying. all I wanna do is cry over these made up situations.
sorry, just very frustrated
no one needs to respond...haha
Maggie

can anyone recomend some heartbreak songs? To fill these odd craving I have for them? lol

[EarlyBird]

HAHA NO i have to respond cuz its sooo cute.. and i just read on another post your pregnantn with twins.. HOLYYYYYYYYY moly!!!
congrats

[Deanna2112001]

I totally did the same thing, but in a different way. Call me crazy but right after I had our son. I thought of the worse things. Like...What if fh died. How would I feel, how would I raise our child on my own.

See when Landen was about 9 months old his 2 hr old cousin was ran over by a truck. It backed up over him when he was trying to get a ball that went under it.

Since then... It has ran my thoughts with everything I do. I am more grounded now. With realizing anyone can go at ANY time. So I must state my I love you's and try not to go to bed mad. All in fear that I might wake up and they be gone.

I listened to these 2 songs that just broke me down at night while fh slept.

..Sara Mclaughlin.... I love you. The song is about her not telling her man she loved him before he left and he died. And imagined I didn't say I love you to rick before he left to go to the store or something. And something bad happened.

I also listened to this Christian song by Natalie Grant. held. And its a song where this mother had lost her 2 months old baby and another family member in a span of 48 hrs. She sings about how shes being held by God through these tough times. I bawled my eyes out to this one. Because I have a lil boy. And he was 2 at the time.

Those 2 songs are my favorite. Go download them you will like them too.

I would say it took me almost 6 months to get over little Mikey's death. Everyone goes through death differently. I just happened to break down because of postpartum. I appreciate life more now, and I have spoiled my little Landen..LOL